My new life is trying at times. I'm learning how to be a step mother (even though we aren't married), how to control my temper (that's trying), and how to be loved by someone who gives a damn about me. My kids are slowly getting use to having an older brother and a step dad who likes to be a part of their lives. I got hurt yesterday and both of them have asked me how are you doing?
It's trying but I'm learning. He wants me to go back to college which I'm doing. I'm waiting to hear back from UAF so I know if I've been accepted into the program I want to be in. Not having a job is odd also but we are trying to figure this out. I've had a few interviews and I'm waiting to hear back on one job. I really would like to get that job but as I'm told its out of my hands right now.
We are looking at going to Missouri in August for his brother's wedding. I'd be leaving the kids here but I'm sure they will be fine. Me on the other hand will be a nervous wreck I've never been too far away from them. Plus its the opening weekend of my sons football season. Luckily it's an away game and he said it would be fine if I wasn't there as long as I'm back for his first home game. We will be. I think another one of my issues is the fact that I'm going to be meeting his family which is a big thing for me only because I don't know how they will take me. Hopefully well but we will see.
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