The Love of Our Lives

I know your not good with words but I read what you wrote. I love you very much and sometimes I do fight with you just to get you to tell me to knock it off. I am scared very scared that you will find someone else to be your lover. You make me feel like I'm the most beautiful person in the world something that no one has ever done before. I have been thinking that ending my life would be easier but I haven't I can't bare the thought of not being with you and our wonderful daughter. Oh and the other two. You are my world I just feel like my world is falling apart. I see the scared little boy and I am sorry for hurting you. But it's hurting me being apart like we are. I knew I wasn't strong enough to do this I told everyone I wasn't. I need you, I want you, and I can't really rest without you. I'm a scared little girl who is very lost. So if you've read my posts in this one have you looked at my others? I love you and I really wish you were here with me and our pooping baby dragon.