Wind

Man do I hate the wind. I'm pretty sure the baby, the dogs and the cats hate it too. The 1st night on the road to Missouri we had to sleep in the car in the wind. I don't ever want to do that again. What made it worse is we were on top of a mountain and mad at each other. Each one of us was blaming the other. Now with him gone my nerves are shot to hell I can't sleep I'm eating less the what I did before and I want to give up. And yet the wind keeps blowing it rattles my window and scares the hell out of me. I'm only hoping it stops so we can go and get a pumpkin on Saturday. I wish the wind would stop but I'm going to have to get use to it. I still hate the wind. It's a wonder my 16 year old hasn't gotten an ear infection yet. My 14 year old is complaining that her ear hurts. At least the baby can't complain yet. Give her time she will. I wish the wind would blow my husband back here maybe I'd be in a better mood and not such a bitch. I've done the whole without him thing a few times but this time because I don't have anyone it's harder. Yes I have his parents and yes I have my kids but I had people I could depend on in Alaska here I know no one. Wind, wind blow away we don't want you here to stay...