Me!!

This is me. If what I post you don't like then don't read it. I cuss, I don't go to church but I talk to God daily, I drink once in awhile, and my daughter is on birth control. I am sick of trying to be someone I'm not. I raised my damn self because my mom is a drug addict. I also raised my brother, sister and most of the other druggies kids that lived in our neighborhood or if they stayed at our house. I dropped out of high school, got pregnant at 15 had my son at 16, went back to school and graduated 1st in my class, got a scholarship to college finished my 1st AAS in paralegal studies at 22 with a toddler and an infant. I potty trained my son late cause his dad was a POS, on the other hand I had my 1st daughter potty trained at 16 months in 3 days well 1 day actually but whose counting. I was widowed by 31 because he refused to take care of himself. He was abusive to me and raped me almost daily. My son hates his dad still because he never came 1st in his life. My 1st daughter is a daddy's girl still. I fell in love a few months after I was widowed. Got fired from my job because I called the VP a fat asshole on a voice message to my manager. He was, he was also looking for reasons to get rid of me. He demanded I return to work right after my husband died or I'd lose my job. I had a miscarriage in 2011, I lost my grandmother that same year, my mom had a stroke. I got married in March of 2011 got my second AAS in Medical/Dental receptionist. Worked for Planned Parenthood yes they did abortions but most of them were from women who lived in villages and were either raped, on massive drugs or drunk all the time. I got pregnant again and worked my ass off for 12 to 18 hours a day for PPGNW. I got sent to Anchorage because of my work and preeclampsia. Was put on bed rest for 3 weeks until they took my daughter via an emergency C-Section. I am an animal lover always will be. I suffer from chronic migraines and I hate where I live now because no one will be my friend.

Younger moms

Don't get me wrong there's nothing wrong with younger moms but give me a break don't post on someone's post when they are stressed to smoke a blunt. Pot, coke, meth and any other drug does not help everything. I see they post that they only smoke after their kids are asleep I really don't buy that shit. I wonder how many of the breast feeding moms realize that what they put in their body is going into their breast milk...good news is your baby is high too...I saw a post that said how long will 5 month old babies sleep? Cause she use to sleep a lot when will she start sleeping all the time again. Let's see when she's a damn teenager that's when so kiss all that sleep you got use too good bye and nap when she does like I should be right now but I needed mommy time. I also love seeing I am so tired I stayed up all night playing Xbox or PS4 I hope my baby doesn't wake me up too much. Ahh duh!! They need to eat, play, get diaper changes, and grow you need to stop playing games, drinking, smoking pot and get some damn sleep. My sister just had a baby and I know she is listening to what I have suggested. I told her to sleep when the baby does. To have her husband help and so far it's going alright for her. Given I'm not a perfect mom but I know what my body can handle and what it can't. Get a clue if you want to smoke pot, stay up all night playing games, get drunk or waste your life sleeping then maybe a baby isn't for you. This is coming from a former teen parent.

We aren't dead we moved!!

OK we moved in 2012 and all of our "friends" in Alaska are treating us like we died or something. Most of them are kids we knew from my high school. None of them talk to him anymore. The one that I love like a son needed money for a trip and I made sure to donate. I got a thank you from his mom but a big f-u from him. Well not really he just didn't thank me. Given you don't see us but when my son was in high school with them they didn't see him there either because he went to a different school but still played football for them. Some of our friends will post or text but not very often. Yes we moved but we needed to for my health. I know we hurt a lot of people by the move but seriously you don't have to stop being my friend because we can't go out to dinner, the movies, or girl time. We can Skype, text or talk on the phone its not that hard.