Me!!

This is me. If what I post you don't like then don't read it. I cuss, I don't go to church but I talk to God daily, I drink once in awhile, and my daughter is on birth control. I am sick of trying to be someone I'm not. I raised my damn self because my mom is a drug addict. I also raised my brother, sister and most of the other druggies kids that lived in our neighborhood or if they stayed at our house. I dropped out of high school, got pregnant at 15 had my son at 16, went back to school and graduated 1st in my class, got a scholarship to college finished my 1st AAS in paralegal studies at 22 with a toddler and an infant. I potty trained my son late cause his dad was a POS, on the other hand I had my 1st daughter potty trained at 16 months in 3 days well 1 day actually but whose counting. I was widowed by 31 because he refused to take care of himself. He was abusive to me and raped me almost daily. My son hates his dad still because he never came 1st in his life. My 1st daughter is a daddy's girl still. I fell in love a few months after I was widowed. Got fired from my job because I called the VP a fat asshole on a voice message to my manager. He was, he was also looking for reasons to get rid of me. He demanded I return to work right after my husband died or I'd lose my job. I had a miscarriage in 2011, I lost my grandmother that same year, my mom had a stroke. I got married in March of 2011 got my second AAS in Medical/Dental receptionist. Worked for Planned Parenthood yes they did abortions but most of them were from women who lived in villages and were either raped, on massive drugs or drunk all the time. I got pregnant again and worked my ass off for 12 to 18 hours a day for PPGNW. I got sent to Anchorage because of my work and preeclampsia. Was put on bed rest for 3 weeks until they took my daughter via an emergency C-Section. I am an animal lover always will be. I suffer from chronic migraines and I hate where I live now because no one will be my friend.