Fed up yet again

I am so fed up. We went out today and had fun which is nice. But I am so damn tired of not having any friends here. We have 2 that's it. We were hoping that shit would work out here but so far no it hasn't. No job for my husband and no pain relief for me. Why did we move?? I am praying that we aren't stuck in my father in laws house much longer but with no jobs for either of us we seem stuck. We changed our cell phone plan hoping we'd payless. The 1st month was awesome only 135.02 then we got this months bill yeah 205.36 I am not a happy camper. I just wish something would go freaking right...I am trying to work from home but we have cheap ass friends who never want to help us. I have had one too many texts from my dad asking for money. Well sure dad I have all that millions of extra dollars to share with you happily. Oh yeah what happened to my part of uncles inheritance oh you spent it on drugs for yourself, mom & all of your drugged up friends. I want to thank you once again for trying to help us get our house paid but did the morons have to get pissed and burn it down? I really over a damn bed frame. They screwed you over for 1400 feels nice doesn't....I keep getting messages from friends telling me that they are trying to kill themselves are you freaking kidding me over a damn man. I really don't think that he was worth the fucking hassle to begin with. I am just fed up.