Wide awake

Once again I am wide awake the only other person up is K. So here I am thinking yet again. W is planning a trip for us to Branson. I am not really sure if I want to go. We've been to Arkansas & Mississippi in the past few months. So I am kind of tired of driving. I know he loves time with E & I but I tend to worry more about the money we are spending. I feel like we haven't really made up for him not working or going to school cause of this accident. I mean I like to get away too but I am not sure about this trip. Maybe it's the fact that the last time we were in Branson it was a few weeks before his accident. I also have a tooth that needs to be fixed so I stressing about the money for that too. I know we will end up going & we will have fun but I am not really looking forward to A being pissy cause she didn't get to go due to school. She tends to know how to ruin everything fun. If it's not about her she's not happy. It's not like we are sending her to a trip in DC this summer, we didn't get her a car, we don't make her work....oh wait she is going to DC which is costing us a bunch. She did get a fixer upper but her dad would have done the same thing, and she hardly is asked to do any work around the house. But as long as she can blame everything on me she'll be happy. Not that I will be. Actually I know she will blame it all on W...I just wish our family could learn to get along. I am not asking for them to lover each other but getting along works for me. For now...