My Husband the Hero

I don't really like to post much about W. especially after his motorcycle accident. But stuff piles up on him and it brings us all down. He is a school bus driver he does what he can for his family. He isn't a man of many words. He served his country for 20 years and all he sees any more is hate. Hate on the internet, on the news, and on his bus. He won't talk to me right now about work but he will. He is asleep right now. He does this when he is upset and doesn't want to argue. I worry because he has PTSD and his medication doesn't always seem to work. I worry about him day and night. I don't sleep much because I but that is for a few reasons. He loves his family with his whole heart. Even when we are fighting he still loves us. I am his world so are our children. We found each other and we have saved each other a few times. He has stepped up to be a father to my older 2 children and has tried to help. Hell he was not a cat person when we got together but he is now. He has sat beside me in the ER, the doctors office, and the hospital more then any one should but he is there when I need him. My husband is MY HERO!!

Very confused

I'm very confused. My oldest daughter is making my life a living hell...she has everyone in this small ass hick town believing that I am a horrible person. The only people I thought we had as friends believe every word that she has to say. The woman has even started to call her one of her girls. I did this too my mom but my mom didn't want me. No one did. And right now I am feeling the same way here. My husband sleeps all the time. Blames school and work well here's the kicker he was off of work for this past week so I'm not believing that. He's been sleeping a lot for a very long time even before we got together. He has PTSD & I think it's been flaring up again. Which means his medicine has stopped working. He sleeps but I can't... its not tat I don't try it's just not happening again. My PTSD is out of wack too. What a truly messed up pair we are. I can't help but think maybe staying in Alaska would have been better. Well maybe...

Teenagers

Well today my teenaged daughter tells me that I post too much of her life. Umm excuse me?!?! I'm allowed to damn it. And to be fair I only post things about her when her little sister is involved cause to be honest she's boring as hell. My teen thinks that since she's 16 she is right about everything. I mean she wrecked her stepdads truck a few days AFTER she got her license. She hit a Sonic pole (yes a Sonic Drive in pole). I do post when she gets good grades or when she does something awesome but that doesn't happened very often anymore. I didn't say a word when we got into a fight her friends did. I am so sick of being the damn bad guy.